in letting you go i'm loving myself
whoa. scary.
is it me or is there really smog out there?
as i drew my curtains this morning (well, not actually morning, more like midday), i thought my windows were fogged up. rupanya jerebu..
This..
is so alarming.
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so today's the first day of puasa! YAY!
i was kind of hyper during sahur (ie. singing and laughing at bapa's messy-bed-hair-and-droopy-eyes look). considering i only had 2 hours of sleep, this is rather peculiar. then i didn't went straight back to sleep after subuh prayers (like i always did), i did some reading instead. went back to bed around 6am ...slept til 1pm. oh yeah, sleeping rocks. especially when you're fasting.
i want cindul for sungkai.
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i kinda dig JoJo's new song, Too Little Too Late. i even got it on repeat. dunno why i like it so much. maybe because it seems to be revolving around my past occurance with this guy. and evethough i've totally gotten over it, i can't help to remember how useless
he was and worse, how gullible
I was, and that the secure feeling of my action towards it just gets stronger everytime i listen/sing to this.
i know.
i could really get all gushy sometimes.
;)
Marha was here with you
3:29 PM <3
~think happy thoughts~
